Came home covered in sweat and with bloody socks. Thank God for free gyms. A tinge of the anger is gone, due to exhaustion, but I am sickened and disgusted just as much as this morning. An entire community is changed hurt and heartbroken. At the same time, I thourougly understand betrayal, and it burns more than anything. Forgiveness unattainable, trust more gone than whisps of wind- impossible& foreign that’s what it’s like. So fucked up. To think that could’ve been me. If I was pretty& weak. If I was unsure. Insecure. If I wanted seduction, not caring about the hearts it broke— If I was her. To think that could’ve been me. Damn.
Seriously if I see you again I will punch you in the face so damn hard that you will WISH I was a Navy Seal #howcouldyou #fuckyou